
So, what does this call of Source sound like? How do you know what your call of Source sounds like? Well, it depends on where you are in relationship to it. If you are bright and fluffy, if you are tuned in, tapped in, turned on, if you are feeling appreciation and love and joy, and you are listening for the call of Source, it feels like exhilaration. It feels like passion. It feels like, “Ooh, what a good idea!” It feels like, “Oh, I really want to do that.” It feels like, “Let me go that way.” But if you are in despair, even though Source is still calling you—always, eternally, always calling you—if you’re in despair, the call of Source doesn’t sound that bright and friendly. Not like harps and angels, not like goosebumps and raptures. It sounds more like revenge. Truly, it’s an interesting thing.
So, let’s say you’re in despair. You are truly depressed, and Source is calling you toward all of that. Now, the thing you have to remember is, in your darkest moments, you give birth to your strongest rocket desires. So, all that contrast you’ve been living has caused you to ask and ask and ask and ask. If you could see this vibrational escrow—we love those words, don’t you?—this vibrational escrow, this future you that is not far away if you could just find vibrational alignment with it. This vibrational escrow of you, this expanded version of you, is ever calling you toward it. And when you turn in the direction of it, you feel the relief of turning in the direction of it.
So, the science of deliberate creation—we thought was a perfect title. Science meaning ever-expanding, ever-changing, ever-growing. Not like religion. Religion digs up some old books and says, “This is it. Live your life. Buy these books.” But I don’t understand. I can’t get that threaded through that. I don’t understand how the camel applies to me now. I don’t have a camel.
The science of deliberate creation is always expanding, taking what has come before and applying what you are now asking for and expanding into the new, improved place. So, we thought it was a wonderful title, except that it made you all worry about your thoughts. We saw you think a thought and then go, “Cancel, cancel,” trying to suck it back before the Law of Attraction gets hold of it. And we say to you, it’s about allowing. So now, we are calling this the art of allowing. The art of allowing me, in my physical human form, to get up to speed with who life has caused me to become.
You don’t even have to be up to speed with who you’ve become. In fact, you never can be because life is causing you to become, become, become, become. There’s always going to be something more that you have become, and that’s why the current is always flowing. We don’t want you to ever get caught up with all that you have become, but it is ever so delicious to get going in the direction of that. And it’s ever so uncomfortable to be turned in opposition. We want you to get the sense that your life and what you’re living is what’s causing your river to move as fast as it is. And your thoughts, right here in the moment, are what are determining whether you’re moving with the flow or not.
A fast-moving river that you’re moving with is an exciting, delicious, fulfilling life. A fast-moving river that you’re in opposition to is torturous. But we promise you, friends, you would take a fast-moving river, no matter what your position in it, every time over a stagnant pond. Now, you don’t think you would, but we promise you, you would. So, we can understand when we say to you, “Well, friends, are you enjoying the expansion of your life?” that you would say, “Well, sort of, kind of, maybe.” And we say, “Are you appreciating those new desires?” And you say, “Yes.” And we say, “And are you especially appreciating those things you want that have not yet come to fruition?” And about then, you say, “Give me a break. You’re pushing too hard.”
But we want you to reach the place where it doesn’t matter to you if it is manifested or not because the idea that life has caused you to give birth to it means the stream is flowing. And unless you’re in opposition to the stream, you’re moving in the direction of it, and that’s a wonderful life.
Can you imagine if Jerry and Esther said to the river guide, “Where will this boat come out of this river?” And he would say, “Oh, several miles downstream, close to Fort Collins.” And so Esther would say to him, “Well, you know, we would like to put our raft back on the bus and drive it down the canyon, and then we’ll put it in the river about 50 feet from where we’re going to take it out because we like instant manifestation.” And he would say, “Whatever you want, crazy lady, but I thought you wanted a ride on the river.” And that’s what we want to say to you: We thought you wanted a ride on the river. You didn’t come forth to get it done.
We don’t see any of you say, “I’m going to go on vacation, and I’m going to go here, here, here, here, here. I’m at home, and then I’ll go there, there, there, there, there, there, and then I’ll come back home.” We don’t see any of you say, “Now, wait a minute. Home is my final destination, and I’m already home. Why go? Why go? Just check vacation off the list. Vacation accomplished.”
You don’t go on vacation to get it done. You go because it’s fun. You go for new things to see. You go for new stimulation, for new experiences. You go for new opportunities. You go for the experience of going. You don’t go to get it done. And you did not come into this life experience to get it done. You came for the joy of living.
You didn’t come to give birth to a new idea in order to accomplish it, in order to get your mark on the chart. You came forth to give birth to an idea so that you could move in the direction of it, so that you could feel the power of the current of the river, so that you could feel the excellence of the way the universe responds to the vibrational frequency of what you’re asking for, so that you could see the power of things coming into manifestation. You are a creator, and you like to create. So, you’re getting it, aren’t you?
Every negative emotion, no matter how strong or mild it is, means you’re pointed in the opposite direction of what you are wanting. And so, when you get a sense of the way you feel and the power and importance of it, and you begin to let it help you quantify your journey, then you begin to have a wonderful time long before you have the fruition of something because moving in the direction of it is such an exhilarating life experience.
As you begin to understand that this river of life is always flowing and that you are contributing to it massively, and you stop beating the drum of what’s wrong—in other words, when the contrast of life helps you to know you want more money, the Source energy part of you says, “Yes, of course,” and becomes the vibrational equivalent. You have a veritable fortune waiting for you vibrationally. But then you beat the drum of, “I don’t have enough money.
I don’t have enough money. I don’t have enough money. Not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough. I don’t know anybody who has enough money. Hardly anybody I know has enough money. That person over there does, but that greedy bugger has more money than he needs over there. Not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough.” And we say, as you beat the drum—and you don’t mean to do it—we don’t see any of you sitting down and saying, “Not enough, not enough, not enough.” But you go to the store, the beautiful blouse is $275. “Not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough, not enough. What’s wrong with them? Why would they charge so much for something? I could make that for a fraction of that if I knew how to make that.”
And as you focus upon what is wrong, or as you observe what is, do you know that if what is has caused you to ask for more, but you give most of your attention to what is, you don’t let yourself turn in the direction of what is more? You have to begin thinking about what you want and why you want it. As you begin to imagine what it would feel like to have it, then you turn in the direction of it. And you know, you don’t even have to work too hard.
We just want you to reach for better-feeling thoughts. If your mantra were this: “I’m going to reach for the best-feeling thought I can find from where I am—not the best-feeling thought I’ve ever thought, just the best one I can find from where I am”—you would begin right away to live a wonderful life.
And so, as we define all of these emotions along this emotional scale, we think it would be a very good idea if you would replace all of these emotions with just one that you are reaching for, and that is the emotion of relief. Because it does not matter where you put your boat in the stream, if you’re reaching for a feeling of relief—which means you’re letting go of the oars—the stream will turn you. And in the moment that the stream turns you, you feel better. Friends, you must let yourselves be who life has caused you to become if you are to feel good. You just got to let yourself keep up with the expanded version of you. It’s the eternal intention that you hold, and when you don’t, you don’t feel good. And it really is that simple.
So, there are a couple of things that we think would be of enormous value for you to remember. In fact, this is so profound, you might want to write this down: “I am where I am.” I am where I am. But it doesn’t matter where you are in relationship to this stream because the stream’s moving, and it’s moving toward everything that you want. And if you’ll just let go of the oars and let yourself turn in the direction of it, you will feel immediate relief. And as you are consistently turning, consistently letting go of the oars—you might have to two or three thousand times a day—you might have the opportunity to feel a negative emotion about something. And if you’ll stop in the middle of it and just say something as simple as,.
“I don’t have to think about this right now. This is not my work. I’m pointed upstream. I think I’ll just let go of this thought,” and you would let yourself turn in the stream, as you begin to get in the habit of reaching for a better thought and reaching for a better thought, before you know it, you’re flowing along in this stream. And before you know it, all kinds of things are lighting up for you.
It is so exciting once you begin moving in the direction of all of the things that you’ve been asking for. Opportunities that have been there all along that you couldn’t see because you had your back to them begin to show up to you. And when you see something you feel an enthusiasm toward, you are not here with your action to make things happen. You are here to use the power of your mind, the power of your focus, the power of your vibrational offering, the power of your awareness of your emotions, and your alignment with who you are. And when you come into vibrational alignment with who you are—or even when you turn in the direction of that alignment of who you are—then life begins to feel good to you. And that’s what every one of you intended.
You’re born knowing. You’re born knowing that life is supposed to feel good to you. And when you think thoughts that do feel good, you’re moving in the direction of everything that you want. So, when you realize that you’re asking all day, every day, and Source is answering all day, every day, and then you begin to relax into the idea that if you are reaching for the best-feeling thought that you can find, you’re moving in the direction of it, then you begin to live life in a way that feels so good.
So, your children are knowing. In fact, they’re closer to remembering all of this than you are. Their natural inclination is to not hold a grudge, to get over something that’s bothering them. If you do everything you can to make everything as good for everybody you can who’s around you, it gets old pretty fast, doesn’t it? But if you make that effort, then they are ill-prepared for the rest of the world, who will not give their undivided attention to what that person needs. Freedom comes only from your conscious acknowledgment that you can feel good because you want to, regardless of the conditions.
Now, we know a lot of people will say, “Well, what about this? And what about this?” They bring all kinds of extreme examples. “Well, how do you feel good about this? And how do you feel good about this?” And we say, if you’ve got some negative emotion, and you don’t recognize what it means, and you don’t do anything about releasing the thought and reaching for a better-feeling thought, don’t worry, it will get bigger. And if you still don’t do something about it, don’t worry, it will get bigger. And we acknowledge the Law of Attraction can parlay some of those thoughts into some pretty big, bad, awful things. And then you say, “Well, how do you look at this big, bad, awful thing and feel good?” And we say, you don’t.
And we would never ask you to. We don’t want you to train yourself to look at horrible things and feel good and numb out your guidance system. That’s like putting Novocain in your hands. “This hot stove has been so annoying to me, and now it doesn’t bother me at all. Such a relief.” For a while, maybe, until it burns the flesh from your bones. And then you say, “Maybe there was a better way.” And we say, there is a much better way than numbing yourself to your emotions. We want you to be sensitive to your emotions.
So, you say, “Well, what do I do about this big, bad, awful thing?” And we say, turn your attention from it. And often, you say, “Well, if I don’t give my attention to this big, bad, awful thing, then aren’t I putting my head in the sand? How can I be a citizen that is of value to my environment?” And we say, well, you can’t help but see some of those things. But the good news is, whenever you see those things you really don’t want, you launch rockets of desires about what you do want. And the expanded version of you immediately becomes the equivalent of that.
Do you know that you, in this time-place reality, are experiencing the benefit of a lot of contrast of previous generations? And do you know that future generations will benefit mightily by the contrast that you’ve lived and what you’ve put into vibrational escrow? Because the energies being born are coming from that platform of that expanded version of you. Do you get that? Everything that you live and everything that you ask for—that’s the vibrational place from which the new ones are being born. That’s why they’re cable-ready when they get here. That’s why they understand computers and the internet. It comes easily to them because they came from the basis of everything you evolved to. You see?
And so, as you begin to understand that the contrast of life is such a good thing and that it causes the expansion, but contrast doesn’t feel good to you unless you’re letting yourself move in the direction of the expansion. So, when you see that big, bad, awful thing, know that it has contrasting benefit because it helps you ask for a better world, or a better life, or a better body, or a better whatever it is that’s so big, bad, and awful. It makes you ask for that. But until you turn your attention toward what you’re asking for, you do not feel the relief of the Law of Attraction pulling you toward the manifestation of what you’ve been asking for.
There is nothing that you cannot be or do or have. If this physical time-space reality has the wherewithal to inspire within you a powerful desire, it has the wherewithal to deliver it to you. It is law.
Feel Good, Flow Better: The Secret to Living in Harmony with Your Desires
Is a philosophical and motivational discourse on aligning with one’s “Source” or higher self to achieve a fulfilling life.
The “call of Source” (your inner guidance or higher self) feels different depending on your emotional state. When you’re positive and aligned, it feels like passion, joy, and inspiration. When you’re in despair, it may feel distant or even harsh, but it’s still calling you toward growth. Contrast and challenges in life create “rocket desires”—strong intentions for improvement—that propel you forward.
The key is vibrational alignment: focusing on what you want rather than what’s wrong. The “science of deliberate creation” emphasizes expanding and evolving, while the “art of allowing” encourages letting go of resistance and trusting the flow of life. Life is like a fast-moving river; fighting it leads to struggle, while flowing with it brings joy and fulfillment.
Negative emotions signal misalignment, while positive emotions indicate you’re moving toward your desires. The process involves reaching for better-feeling thoughts, appreciating what you have, and trusting that the universe will deliver what you’ve asked for. You don’t need to force outcomes; instead, enjoy the journey of creation and expansion.
The message is clear: focus on what you want, let go of resistance, and trust the process. Life is meant to feel good, and by aligning with your desires, you can experience a fulfilling, joyful existence.
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